idk

I want to make things fit again, like how they use to when I was a child. But even then I look back and think how little of a window I was given for a actual "child hood".
I want the people to wear the masks again for me like when I was smaller, so I wouldn't see there ugly faces, hide in fear of there knashing teeth and forked tongues. Now I ignore it with what little dignity you can, but I still feel the need to hide every now and then.
I want my memories back, of what happines in its truest concentrated form really feels like. I want the peace of mind knowing someday I will feel the breez of distant shores. I want the simple thought that at one point money will not be a striving issue, and I can enjoy things I never have before.
I want to lay my head down tonight, feel the warmth of a body next to me, not worrying about other peoples problems, but my own.