Insane Ramblings

This was orignally written on my DeadSoul myspace account....


The words seep blindly from my rambling mind, my mouth screams in protest as the words bite to come out. The darkest, deepest hell you have thrown me into, you selfish, angst, you wretched demon born from a starved womb.
You robber of cradles, You breaker of dreams, you take the life, torment the soul, and torture the mind into smothered ashs of the darkest black.
How long have you held me back! How many wish's have you taken and shattered, like the panes of thousands of stained glass windows, ONE BY FUCKING ONE You smashed them and grounded the shards into dust! Which we swallowed and digested, absorbed and twisted. You, you! manipulator of hearts, stupified capsels of feelings you consume.
One more fucking tear shed, one more pinching of the skin, shutting of the eyes, suicidal filled thought, IT MEANS NOTHING TO YOU!
And we, we look away blinded because that is what we were taught.
No - Fucking - More.
I'll take my life before you can have it! I'll lock myself away before you can reach me! YOU WILL NOT HAVE ME!